Saturday, January 17, 2009


Current feeling: Very very sien. Homesick.

Homesick laaa. How!? I always need words from my mother to remind me and convince me once again that I should enjoy as much as possible here..

Main reason is schoolwork back in Kota Bharu. When I go back I don't wanna die please, I wanna play as much as possible with Joshua and I have to complete schoolwork from the very first pages. Can die ok. But, family>education, so play.

But I still feel that this month here is wasting la. I don't do anything but socialising and eating and playing. Then when I go back I have to do lots of homework. Very unfair right!? It's like 'manis dahulu pahit kemudian'. I wanna 'manis selalu' can!?

I'm not that type who can enjoy first and then suffer later. I wanna suffer first and then enjoy or enjoy forever. 3 weeks very long ok. 15 mornings wasted in school. ROAR!

Arghhh.. Help me please!

Proverbs 26:27
If you set a trap for others,
you will get caught in it yourself.
If you roll a boulder down on others,
it will crush you instead.

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